The conclusion of our cross-ocean voyage came with the onset of yesterday afternoon. We had anchored off the northern coast, next to an island called Muck Island, only a handful of miles from Belfast. A morning of sterile wind did little to move us on our way; despite our “sailing off the hook” (raising anchor and setting sail with no motor!). After a long drift, the wind came, to move us on our way. As we neared Belfast a “foul wind” barred entry into the city via sail, forcing us to use our engines for the first time since Halifax. Taking in all our sail, I was allowed, for the third time in a row, to “call” the main mast – meaning that my job was to receive sail-handling orders from the Captain, ensure that all the lines were properly manned and then call out the orders and watch the sail to take it in; “Ease down halyard, haul away clews! Yard is in its lifts! Cast off sheets, haul away clews!” I called, as we, one by one and as quick as we could, took in the squares and brought down our fore and aft sails. It went more smoothly than previous times I thought. In ship’s I’ve sailed on previously, this job was usually executed by a mate or very experienced AB.
I’m thankful that my superiors on Europa are willing to let me “have a go at it.” Now our sail was left hanging – no longer would we see wind in them for this voyage.
Rounding the seaside town of White Head we saw, deep in the bay our first glimpse of Belfast – a moment of mixed emotions for many of us. It is always a good feeling to conclude a voyage and bring the ship, and the ship you, safely into port. Conclusions though, are less an ending, and more a transition. For those of us leaving the ship before she leaves Belfast, we are left in a strange limbo; hanging around and helping out on a ship that will leave soon without us. A movement from a home that we’ve come to know and make our own and a dread of leaving a place we enjoy so much. I am not the only one who feels this way.
Sean Og Maguire and Ciara Higgins, the two Belfast trainees I interviewed previously, feel much the same. Ciara felt mixed feelings when she saw Belfast, realizing that “it was the end of the voyage, we’re going to have to get off.” Even though she is excited to see her family in Belfast, she has become “used to having (her) own little family on board.” Sean Og agrees; “You’re used to everyone’s personality on here, you know how to react to everyone here – but new people in the crowd, you react like “Ah! Ah! Get away from me!”
For Ciara and Sean Og, I followed up on my earlier interview, conducting another one today for the end of our voyage. They seem a little surprised by the outpouring of positive feelings that the people of Belfast and beyond have given the tall ships and themselves. The media has been extensively covering the Belfast trainees who crossed the Atlantic on several of the racing ships, following up on the en-route reporting of BBC’s Julian Fowler.
Our trainees Sean Og and Ciara found themselves in an impromptu radio interview as they walked up the street, their Europa T-shirts giving them away to the eager questions of the press. Indeed, today, nearly all the newspapers of Belfast carry the image of the trainees on Europa as they came into port.
As for Sean Og and Ciara, I inquired to the reaction their own families gave them after finishing this momentous voyage; They found their families, as can be expected, beaming of their achievements. “I can’t believe you came back alive!” said Sean Og’s parents. He says that they “were expecting me to be so hyper and fall overboard.or else get thrown overboard!”
For both of these trainees, they found out that they learned some things in addition to the usual seamanship of sails, knots and navigation. For Sean Og, he learned that “you can commit to something if you try.” “Usually I try something for two weeks and then “eh I don’t care anymore” he says, adding that “this is something I want to do and experience a lot more.”
Meeting, dealing with and making friends with new people was a highlight of the journey for them. Sean Og found that living with people who started out as complete strangers, who became fantastic friends. “You are with the people 24/7, you get to know them and not just the grim part of their personality,” he says. “On a boat you are with people through ups and downs.” Sean Og was a little surprised at how well everyone got along; “Its just so strange, if you are thrown in to a group of mixed people, some aren’t going to gel well together and you’ll usually get some bickers and fights, but theres nothing like that on board, its all so good, laid back and relaxed.”
“Most of us will probably be friends for life,” says Ciara. She is impressed by the strength of the friendships she formed in a mere matter of weeks, while on board, especially in her cabin that she shared with five other strangers who took on the familiarity of friendship. Ciara discovered, while immersed in an environment full of new people, that she was more approachable and friendlier than she had perceived herself to be.
One thing that I can relate to, with Sean and Ciara, is how huge the effect sailing on these ships is to many. I had read all about how it changed people, but I didn’t expect it to be so much! Sean and Ciara found something similar. “Everybody said it was going to be really life-changing, I was thinking I would get on and get off and get back to my day job, but it’s just so much different, everything just looks different. It (the voyage) makes you think clearer as well, you have so much time to think.” “Being in the middle of the ocean,” she says “gives you time to think about what you want to do.”
Sean found the experience life-changing enough, that he can’t wait to come back sailing, whether for Europa or other ships. “I want to do more traveling, but I want my means of travel to be on a boat.”
At the end of the day, the most vivid memories these two say they will have, is of the visceral experience of sailing at sea. For Ciara, climbing into the rigging was amazing. “I think I made myself afraid of heights, but then I just went and did it,” she said. Sean Og found the rough weather we experienced; with gale force winds for a handful of days to be his most exciting moment. “although it was dangerous, you were safe – it was exciting and adrenaline-rushing, so many mixed emotions threw into one.”
No doubt this experience has been an “experience of a lifetime” for Sean Og, Ciara and the dozens of other trainees aboard these ships. This particular group of trainees we have had on Europa have been the most enthusiastic, energetic, willing and capable trainees I have ever encountered among the handful of ships I have sailed on before. I believe that a number of them will return to sailing on tall ships, and sooner than they expect!
It is a bittersweet return to port, bringing us to new places, to meet new people. But every port brings the end of a voyage for someone. This time, it is the Belfast trainees and myself. We’ve all seen some amazing things, done things we didn’t think we could do and pushed ourselves a bit farther, learned something more. All these things bring changes. Changes only truly felt as one disembarks from their ship, leaving their new-found home and family. These ships though, have a way of re-uniting shipmates, as I have witnessed, again and again in the ports that we sailed to for this summer’s Tall Ship Atlantic Challenge. We have made some fantastic new friends, of all ages from all around the world. Who, though soon to be separated, will undoubtedly keep their friendships through our shared voyage together. For some of us, there may yet be more.
It is easy to forget, deep in our routines at sea about the real meaning of what we are doing, but it is always easy to remember when we come into port, to the cheers of the crowds that what we are sailing represents something special to so many people. I think it is only in port, when we come back that we realize how unique what we are doing really is. These ships have a strong cultural meaning – of daring, adventure, perseverance and romantically “getting away from it all” These huge amounts of eager visitors are the testament to the strength of the symbolism people see in tall ships.
In that way, their visit means much to us who sail these ships. Hopefully our stories will inspire some of them to give tall ship sailing a try, it is more accessible than most people think.
My voyage, though extended, is soon to end, and in an excellent way. I will probably find my way onto a rolling deck again soon, though I do not know when, as of yet. I hope you enjoyed this blog and please leave your criticism, for I am inspired to continue this sort of writing with the next ship I find myself on. Thank You, Bonne Voyage and Fair Winds!
- Matthew Maples